Dear kid,
What do you do when your defense mechanism breaks down? What do you do when the only thing that makes you feel good no longer does? What do you do when the empty hole inside and the nothingness no longer temporarily shrink? A coping technique, gives you pleasure, actual pleasure upon consuming food. Stress level peaks, you eat; you're happy, you eat; you did good in something and want to reward yourself, you eat; there's a social event, you get excited because you'll get to eat. You see, a bad day a good day, whatever the day was the mood was the setting was this process gives you immideate stings of happiness. The experience of feeling content upon eating something delicious , something juicy something soft, a crunchy texture, the right amount of seasoning and black pepper and sauces, the perfect bite and temperature. And here i am just describing it gives me pleasure,imagining the taste and the odors and the feeling.. The feeling that this meal is a safe haven, a wa...